Hit ‘n Run

Sounds of sirens
Smell of braking wheels
The road clears-up
Screaming woman
Calming paramedics
Running personnel, all dressed in white
Shinning floors and corridors, too many ceiling lights
In the room full of strangers
All begging you to hold on
You're finally free from pain
Now you enjoy to exhale
Beautiful baby indeed
Sinless creature you've been waiting to feed
Love sightless fathers somewhere in the fields
Or are they at war, work, hospital foyer?
20 years have passed
Black graduate's attires is all you could see
Friends and relatives are all there
Government representatives could not afford to be absent
Wow! fathers are back from hunting
Or perhaps from fishing
Is it love that you gave me?
I guess it was just pure ignorance
You never acknowledged my existence
But since we share the same blood
Let God be the judge
For it was just another hit 'n run

Away from you but,’in’ you!

I wake up whenever I miss you
I sleep whenever I kiss you,
to touch and caress your tender like skin,
My digits printed all over your body
allow my physical self to penetrate your territor',
telling stor' never told to anybody,

Once upon the…
I touched you,
I spanked you,
I hated you,
I used you,
I abandoned you,
I cried with you,
I bullied you,  

Today…
I guide and Love you!

being a father

when problems impose
that is when he is so much older than me

but how he becomes my age
when i need to be understood…
when im raging and need an enemy to vent…
and when i'm down and in need of a friend

but when later comes
and my sight is back
he is so much older…
so much wiser…
and so much stronger…

he conforms to the world
when protecting his son
becoming a giant among men,
a storm among winds…
an inferno among flames

he becomes what i want
and also what i dont'
to become the one
to guard his son

Dark Days

Only questions, no answers
only darkness, no light
only thoughts, no actions
I do not have a foresight!

A broken sad heart,
A tear filled face
Eyes all gloomy waiting for Gods grace.
For all the times that I have sinned
Never listened or could be convinced
I stand to face lifes disgrace
As remorse takes all place..

Withim me i no not of lifes journey to be,
Filled with uncertainty and darkness is me.
Consuming my everybeing
There is no longer ME!

Endless darkness never fading
Long days never ending
I no not of what is waiting…

Memories

I remember when every moment was a dream come true
When love would shine from our eyes
Where laughter always showed
And sadness was just a false story
Even when we were scared,
No fear did we behold
Trust was part of the game
Happiness was all we knew
Tears we had, were all from joy
Yelling?? Never done
Music was all we could listen to
And love was the only language we understood
Now that times have changed
Tears have fallen like rain
Broken promises and hearts
I still hold you so dear in my heart
Just like I did from the very start