God’s ways
God’s ways is not necessarily in knowing how
But in knowing and believing that you can.
God’s ways is not in trying to find out clarity
But in trusting in the darkness and adversities
It’s in remembering that every shadow carries within
A spark of light that needs to be discovered
It’s in knowing that with every tear that falls
Comes along a window of opportunity
God’s ways is in trusting in the invisible
God’s ways is in loving the unloved
And in giving hope to the hopeless souls
God’s ways is in investing in the act of doing good
Without expecting to rip off the rewards
God’s ways is in loving unconditionally
And in giving unreservedly
God’s ways is in continuously seeking the truth
And in continually committing on living it
God’s ways is in reconnecting with your inner being
And in reflecting the true image of your inner self
It’s in finding and sharing your authenticity
God’s ways is really in living the best life you can
In the best way that you believe possible
God’s ways is in stretching your potentials
To be the best you could ever be
God’s ways is in believing in the possibilities
And in staying positive and alive
God’s ways is mostly the uncommon ways
But those who implement these ways
Always finds and live their truth
They realize their dreams and reach their destiny
The secret of success is embedded in God’s ways!
Rain
The rain-filled eyes pierced my soul. It was evident that this was going to be the start of something new. That tongue curling smile entered my heart and I knew I was busy falling. Falling down an embankment so steep that not even wings could have saved me.
Turning to my one side I saw a new life with my rainy-eyed newcomer. To my other side I saw a life filled with doubt about a love that used to be. A taste of the future is what I needed to wash the taste of yesterday out of my mouth. The light in my soul started piercing the darkness of my past and soon I was left with new feelings and new doubt.
My rain was creating a void so endless that my heart was empty and beating at the same time. A new concern that arose was that of my bleeding heart searching for surgery as so many times before.
I was searching for a glue to mend the shattered peices of my heart. I was searching for a for a look in those rain-filled eyes that will melt my ice-cold heart all over again.
Longing Searching Wishing
Longing for a look that says you're still here
Longing for a touch to melt away my fear
Longing for your smile to light up my day
Longing for you, but you've gone away
Searching for your eyes to pierce my soul
Searching for your arms to envelop me whole
Searching for your lips to tingle my spine
Searching for you, but you're no longer mine
Wishing for yesterday, just you and me
Wishing for another day, you and me completely free
Wishing for what used to be, a life of love with you
Wishing that your heart could again love me too.
living my truth
Living the reflection of my inner identity
Living the mirror of my authentic self
Living the desires and pleasures of my heart
Living a chain free life in a chain free world
Living my fantasies and actualizing my thoughts
Is living my truth and loving my truth
Living my truth is living my authentic life
The life I was born to pursue
The life I’m destined to actualize
The life that is printed in my heart
That is described in the yearnings of my soul
The life I feel in the midst of my misery
The life I see in the journey of my imaginations
The life that fills my space with freedom and vitality
This is the life that carries my true identity
Living this life fully is living my truth
Living my truth is exciting my soul
And feeding my soul with soul food
Living my truth is achieving my significance
Living my truth is paying my dues
Living my truth is uniting my two worlds
Living my truth destructs all the enemies of my soul
It gives me total pleasure and places my passion on the map
Living my truth is loving myself and loving my truth
Living my truth is loving and respecting the divine energy
The spiritual energy that lives within me.
I have learnt
I have learnt to live my life expectantly
Even in my dreadful journey of darkness
I have learnt to positively sustain myself
Regardless of the hurdles I stumble upon as I live life
I have learnt to believe in the energies of the universe
And to define and clarify my purpose through these energies
I have learnt to trust my inner desires to guide me through life
I have learnt to loose myself in my imaginations
As it is this mental pictures that fuels my desire to achieve
I have learnt to dream because dreams make me
I have learnt that life is what you make it to be
And that your ability to achieve is measured by
The amount of your love and commitment to your goal
I have learnt that things becomes impossible in life
When we start to believe that they are
Otherwise everything always remains possible
I have also learnt that one remains uninformed
Until one makes an effort to seek information
Finally, I have learnt that your life is in your hands
And only you can shrink it, stop it or let it happen
I choose to make mine happen!
God’s ways
God’s ways is not necessarily in knowing how
But in knowing and believing that you can.
God’s ways is not in trying to find out clarity
But in trusting in the darkness and adversities
It’s in remembering that every shadow carries within
A spark of light that needs to be discovered
It’s in knowing that with every tear that falls
Comes along a window of opportunity
God’s ways is in trusting in the invisible
God’s ways is in loving the unloved
And in giving hope to the hopeless souls
God’s ways is in investing in the act of doing good
Without expecting to rip off the rewards
God’s ways is in loving unconditionally
And in giving unreservedly
God’s ways is in continuously seeking the truth
And in continually committing on living it
God’s ways is in reconnecting with your inner being
And in reflecting the true image of your inner self
It’s in finding and sharing your authenticity
God’s ways is really in living the best life you can
In the best way that you believe possible
God’s ways is in stretching your potentials
To be the best you could ever be
God’s ways is in believing in the possibilities
And in staying positive and alive
God’s ways is mostly the uncommon ways
But those who implement these ways
Always finds and live their truth
They realize their dreams and reach their destiny
The secret of success is embedded in God’s ways!
i am
i am
are you…?
which side do you walk
which path did you choose
…and she…
will you follow the trend or
will you go astray
……of that persuasion?
maybe tomorrow
i shall answer
maybe tomorrow
the daughter you
so freely love shall
be revealed to you
maybe even then
you will understand
the mystery the anger
maybe even then
you will see
the pattern so clear
of boys sexed
but not loved
of men loved
but not really
of girls admired
and nurtured
of women loved
and loved again
why the betrayal
of men expected
of women detested
why the rejection
of men welcomed
of women feared
yes maybe tomorrow
i shall have the courage
to say once and
for all to hear
yes i am!
Friends & Strangers
A room full of strangers
A room full of friends
What is the difference
When you’re all alone
The room humming
Conversation flowing
You look across the room
A wink, somebody noticed
The loneliness of the crowd
At home when you don’t fit
But somebody will notice
And give a knowing smile
Suddenly you’re not alone
In a room full of strangers
But very alone in thoughts
In a room full of friends
i heard you
i heard you
whispering the soothing words
‘sh sh sh really it won’t hurt’
well, it did
i tell you now
it did hurt
i heard you
your voice a plea
begging the unforgiving eyes
‘you trust me, don’t you?’
well, I don’t
i tell you now
i don’t trust you
i saw you
your smile
thinner than ice in spring
with failed assurances
‘you will enjoy this’
well, I didn’t
i tell you now
i didn’t enjoy it
the scars are deep
the blood still flows
the tears still drown
her pillow at night
and still
i see you
day and night
asleep and awake
i see you
but now
i know who you are
Technology driven global supermarket
What has shrunk this global village into the tiny ball that it is?
What has hit it with such detonation?
Potentially locked in the grips of a danger, superpower,
controlling all corners of earths civilisation.
Technology, my earthly, techno junkie, locked in neighbour!
Prisoners robbed of privacy by the mobile industry.
Consider this city dweller, where do you go without your cell?
Nowhere! Ironically named, you tap your pockets hastily.
Imprisoned by the names stored on speed dial,
to whom you must give account,
if you neglect to hit the green button on time,
or answer your voice mail, quickly… it mounts!
And there is this other mail so electronically lightning quick,
shrinking the cable stretched society even smaller.
Everyday technology we thought, so brilliant an invention,
keeps paper shufflers trapped, at their cabled tied desks,
behind access controlled doors.
Memory sticks around their necks.
Opening hundreds of electric junk mail, colourful spam.
Enemy authors, associates, clients, friends, sensitive seniors,
demanding instant feedback, filling the gaping inbox, craving ram.
A wonderful technological breakthrough! except nobody waits.
Meant to speed work up, for longer pleasure hours.
Instead it creates,
more, behind the sluice Gates,
of a million subscribers, a billion letters housed
in the trillions of server strained terra bites,
owned by a few Microsoft-ware giants.
A personal computer once the Apple of the city dweller’s eye,
now networked the earth into complete captivity.
By a shining silver satellite linked beast, hanging in the sky.
Our consumed youths minds totally captivated in this spider web,
of blue teeth and infra red eyed monsters, bodies hands free,
controlling every optic fibre of our mega bite sized lives.
This unsuspecting “wonderful worldwide wireless” website technology.
We only have a few dozen giga years left,
before the chips of technology burn all normality to a crisp,
consuming, filling every last bit of sound displaced space, square and round.
Perhaps then only will we be content, user friendly and more hands free.
Sitting in our air conditioned solar powered robot guarded lounge.
Soaking up slippery soapies on flatter, television sets in “new improved, 3D.”
In pyjamas, just logged off from the visual virtual boss, PC networked office.
Utopian prisoners eating faster genetically altered Mac’ nificent generated food.
With a single eye controlled, flat screen click,
flicked from the global internet worked super market..
17 May 2007