Reaching Mount Zion
If I open my eyes and expand my mind I can reach Mount Zion
I can Reach Mount.
To walk a clean path is not easy.
That’s why I pray and ask the Lord to set my mind free.
Sometimes Lord I often feel underachieve.
The words that exhales out my breath.
Speaks spiritual chronicles but nevertheless.
If I open my eyes and expand my mind I can reach Mount Zion.
I can reach Mount Zion.
My tears to succeed and planted seeds of new breeds.
The things I sacrifice, whatever the price, visioning king Selassie I.
A new mind of temptation.
Bibles and elevations.
Seeking Mount Zion, Lord I’m trying.
If I open my eyes and expand my mind I can reach Mount Zion
I can reach Mount Zion.
Looking back all I have to do is walk the right tracks.
How the wicked ones behave I’ll never act like that.
Never have to because I know in reality the Lord have my back.
If I open my eyes and expand my mind I can reach Mount Zion
I can reach Mount Zion.
Reconstruction
They feed me garbage and so I become complacent.
Stealing me from Africa to work for other races.
Children they kidnapped and women they raped.
Most certainly damaged my mind state.
Knowing what I know about mixing the races.
With newborn babies having two different faces.
Not having to deal with all the stereotypes and mental abuse.
I fill my belly with knowledge, reading books from Langston Hughes.
Dealing with the issues he dealt is not what I choose.
But I know one day my mind will be set free.
Not having to go through life as a failure or being mistreated.
Going back to the motherland where m presence is greeted.
Mostly appreciated, but mildly devastated.
With the political disturbance that is centering Zimbabwe.
However, the Lord is needed there anyway.
I always knew within.
With the proper mind state I’ll end up in the motherland.
The love I have for my brothers and sisters, with our hearts connecting.
We shall be living in the house of The Father with no exception.
the inner childs pain
Why did they argue, scream and fight?
Why were you scared to sleep at night?
What did you say to make them sad?
What did you do to make them mad?
You cry alone, you cry in fear,
You pray the madness will dissapear.
The one who loves you, but this can't show,
who buys you things so you will know.
The one who likes to inflict pain,
and all the blood is so insaine!
The ones who scream, the ones who break,
the ones who give, the ones who take.
The confused child if full of fear,
she wants to run away from here!
I am ready
I am ready…
I never thought for one moment I would ever feel like this,
Let alone with someone as kind and wonderful like you,
You really have brought light in my life,
Which was filled with the darkness of loneliness, hurt and disappointments
No more can I say I am alone and worthless,
Because YOU have erased all of that, and more…
Before you came along my world was filled with pain and heartache,
I was ready to give up on ever finding love again,
Thanks to the cruelty and unfeelingness of certain individuals in this world,
Who do not understand the importance of being true and honest to the one that loves,
My heart couldn’t take it any more and I lost hope,
In the mist of it all, you suddenly appeared in my life,
To bring the needed happiness and joy I so longed for so long.
Remember the night we met,
The night my life took a turn for the best,
Its crazy thinking about it now,
But I am thankful I met you that very night,
The night that was written in my stars,
To change my life completely forever,
Letting you into my heart was not easy at all,
I always questioned your intentions you had with me,
Whether you were gonna hurt me again,
The way I have always been,
But something inside me opened up,
And my heart was not afraid to let you come in,
Because it knew what great happiness you’d bring to it,
No more can I be afraid with you,
I am ready to let myself go,
I am ready to explore the world of love with you by my side,
I just don’t know what else to say,
There’s really nothing left to say
There’s really nothing more I can say
But I love you…
I am ready…I am ready…I love you and I am ready for you to love me
Wordz for her soul…
With shockwaves of atonishment
Im bombarded with these feelings of
feeling captivated by she:she captivated me,
as she smile while melodical tunes from her mouth
binds my mind with hers
our hearts as binding glue…
i have no clue how to get unglued…
why,'cause i'm feeling that this rush of adrenalin
is gon' make me rush but then should i,
should'nt i,maybe i should reduce the pace she is occupying the space in my heart
it's kinda hard…see she liberates me from the chains of boredom
enticing and inviting i to dwell with her in her eternal kingdom of joy and spiritual freedom…
see,she recaptivated i from my own walls of captivity…i
is a free being 'cause of the love that she bears before me…
i will keep on spinning yarns of her beauty;constructing and reconstructing wordz for her soul to cherish her…
HOWS, WHENS AND WHYS OF UNCERTAINITY
As i page through my yeserdays mental pages
Matters unfold like letters from home
Some brightning like sunlight and
separated from some dark like the night sky…
ke starte kae…?
I try to scribble this down with ink
on a blank piece of sheet, all flowing out is shit
My mind screaming, people peeping,
Squaking, thinking maybe i have a couple of screws loose
…but who's this man that keeps on boomeranging in my mind,some
say he is my dad,well,i should be glad
but this is actually bad 'cause ghosts from the past he bears
He bears them naked before me, i try to cover my eyes
the site is not nice; I'm afraid the truth of the past will crowd my today
and future with doubts…
Now my mind is filled with hows and whys
and whens when i try to stipulate
and speculate, calculate…
What actually drove me to be a poet….
BLOSSOMING BLOOM(2 MY DIVINE GODDESS)
Her vibrant and scintillating being
Projected invigorating thouhts
Into my…stern mind…sterile my heart was…
propagated what one would define as coldness
But her vibrant and scintillating being
Projected sweet kisses to my soul…
My whole being was replenished
coldness in my heart was barnished
Empty spaces in heart were furnished…the transition was finished
It was followed by showers of kisses and waves of disses from critics
'cause they can't see that this a stage of my blossoming bloom…
Before, life was infested by doom & gloom but suddenly ka-putt!
doom and gloom were blown to bits by the bloom brought forward by
her vibrant and scintillating being that agitated the unveiling of the new
being, being my…blossoming bloom.
Her presence in my life is the very bloom that blossoms
before the windows of my spirit…
DISEASE IN PARADISE…
Peace was our lunch and…
Breakfast & supper was our inmdulgence in passion
Strawberries were the taste of her kisses,
Caresses & touchings were expressions of our intimacy…
Peace was our lunch and…
Paradise was sordomised by me choosing not to condomise
my lustful moods brooded harzards that were
Covered and hooded with deceitful looks that we thought was love…
See love was harassed by frequent penetrations
Exaggerations of love making: love making has love but we were covered
with lust, from dusk 'til dawn with this stranger i met 2 days ago in the club we indulged
in a moments pleasure, thrusting, applying pressure
heavy breathing,heart pacing, body kisses, sweat drippin', busy licking
She…she screaming passionately…
But that is now finished we are weeping…crying,regretting…
'Cause peace was our lunch and…
Breakfast and supper was our indulgence in passion…
But now peace is our dream and…
Breakfast and supper is immune boosting food
'cause in paradise we found a disease
who brought it is still a mystery…
ALL WE KNOW IS WE BOTH HAVE H.I.V…
hope is all we have
like fools we follow, blind as sheep
silent evils we all keep
we cannot help but feel the pain
when another person goes insane
though lately no one seems to care
the pain is ours alone to bare
I notice it in every face
dying is the human race
how can I be proud to say
I am human anyway?
you care only for yourself
trying to gain the most wealth
"money makes the world go round"
isn’t that an awful sound?
poverty spreading everywhere
governments pretend to care
we know the truth is they do not
they only value what they’ve got
looking up with tears in my eyes
as the world darkens, at the cloudy skies
the day draws near
and my heart stills with fear
the question on everyone’s mind
who will die, and who's left behind
going about from day to day
wont make the reality go away
we might not live to see the end
on that alone you can depend
we try and try with all our might
but never can we win the fight
darkness consuming every light
days turning into night
we fight a battle bound to loose
this path wasn’t ours to choose
forced by those who say they care
but in the battles, they aren’t there
sitting on the throne they built
never feeling any guilt
a thousand dying every day
for us a loss, for them its play
we are bound to this dismal fate
our children growing up with hate
hope is all that will keep us alive
and hope is what we must all for strive
for even in the darkest place
hope can recognize your face
realism
you can leave me on my own,
surrounded by people, and feel alone,
you can make me cry for days,
torture me in many ways,
but im better where i stand,
on stable rocks, or sinking sand,
in a dessert on a mountain,
between rocks ill find a fountain,
im not scared to feel the rain,
to know joy you must know pain,
tiny steps to learn to walk,
you cry first bevore you talk,
today i saw beauty, stood still and only smiled,
realizing my suroundings, curious like a child,
the wind isn't strong, but it whispers in my ear,
the earths heart is breaking, on my shoulder falls a tear,
why should we be upset, when small things break our heart,
when there is a whole world around us, that is falling apart…