Can’t explain

You thought he would change
After all these years
still you only look
while he raise his hand
the pain unbearable this time
feelings feel the same
Your love  you give,
only given back by hate.
I lie awake and try to
think of someting
that would stop your pain,
But you hide from me
you hide away-
it might come again
he just raise his hand
It tears everything inside
the pain unbearable this time
Crying in your bed
not knowing how it all began
You need to turn and walk away
you deserve better than him.
fight with all your might
when he raise his hand
just run away…
Giving in again
he will make you fade away
Bastard raised his hand
You need to flee again
I still don't see how you
go back to him again
You told me it was unbearable pain
but the love you feel has always
been the same
I guess its something
one can't explain.

3 little butterfly’s

3 little butterfly's
As white as snow
flying past my window
Again and again
Turning circles up and down
holding all the joy in the world
going again and again
following winds course out of sight
following the rhythm
and enjoying their life
Enchanting my eyes
just like a dream
You came past my life
Bringing joy to my sight
3 little butterfly's came into my life

Abortion

Sitting now and crying out
O the pain, you’ll never be the same
What would he have said if you
Told him?
Can’t tell him now.
What a mess the little
Life in you is now dead
Won’t ever feel the joy
Of holding your son on your arms.
You killed a life so you could just
Keep your love, a love that has
Never been true
Now you see that too
How could you be so blind,
Trust in someone that wont
Even let you keep a life
Broken and hurting inside, you
Heard its cry they told you it
Wasn’t even alive.
The scars and memories will never leave
You miss what could have been
O the pain you have to live with for
The rest of your life.

Girl with wounds

Nobody likes the girl
that stands alone
Nobody likes the scars
on her body
Nobody wants to see
the pain thát clearly
On her arm roads have
been travelled
Little red patterns
Nobody knows where
she hides
Or the thoughts in her mind
They never tried
Friends just threw everything
back in her face
Not wanting to have anything
to do with it
Couldn't handle it
Just adding another pattern
to her arm
Making way for her to
walk by
A ghost in disguise
Floating from one thing
to another
Never uttering a word
about her wounds
Nobody dares to get close

I dote on you

Your hug is like a jug of roses
it is a tub of soft smooches
a drug that sends my imagination
to autospace, a place of sonnets
love moves my bones in tones
of excitement to loans of honey moons
like an unborn butterfly in a cackoon

It feels safe and secure
I adore you of that I am sure
with you next to me I would never snore
A red door that leads to heaven
A taste of paradise, a paste
of juicy apples to my tongue

My lungs have shaped into hearts
Rats, cats on our mats start to flirt
because of the aroma that brings
love in the room, my groom is a
delicate diamond, destined and so
I cannot resist you

UYATSHISA…you are hot that is why
I am cought up as I jot this lot
I give my gratitude to the great one
I say gracious as I greet our creator
for he has given me you…
I dote on you

bottomless pit

There are these man, man that roam the streets with no intention
They take sips from the most unattractive vine trees and get smoke from trees blown into their heads
they let their dirty feet kiss the soil insearch for nothing, nothing being the reason they wake up and hallucinations leading them to a deep sleep

Then there are those women that stand at crossroads watching cars that pass by
dreaming to be passengers and not anything more, why am I not surprised afterall they
are daughters of the soil…. They smile as their only tool is their bodies as they fall slaves to their
desires that can come from no where but their hearts
Their troubled minds never rest as they view with their limited predetermined brains that
were brought to maturity by blasphemy and deceptions

they all have one thing in common, no direction.
The world is applauding and it itself does not know the next move, listen
and you will hear a lot of noise as the agnostics will tell you about science "it has made it all"
so where are these men and women headed ? bottomless pit

back

With a knife on my back I cry
The knife on my back was put by me
He was my heart and soul, my baby love
but this knife on my back got through
his chest through my back and so
I see his tears in the mirror infront
which reflects the mirror at my back.

how can my lips utter words of love?
how can my lips touch his brothers?
how is how a question when it is
how I put the knife that now I
am trapped rapped in missery?
I miss my innocents, I wish I
could be shown how to untie myself
without retieng myself to self destruction.

The self destruction that destructs the
instructions I foward, it rewards me with heartaches
I love him, or loved him… one of
the two but all I wanted was to
be loved back, I lack love to the
back because I develop an allergy
to unattended love, patience does
not have a meaning to me when
the sentence involves love.

let the dove go for it can find
its way to its own, but I can't
I once did, I did let him go
but the tears that were running
down my cheeks for months
could not stand the pain that
striked my heart and soul for
he was my heart and soul…

I am Living

…i saw a story in the eyes of a writer…i walked in de shoes of a farm ranger…i lived the life of a fighter…never let things go off easily…i’m still gona hold it down until i c clowns frown…i got that swaga unbelieveable…i wrote a love song so real it gotta be told…i had a dream so great it gotta be sold…i been puting my head down so much its geting bald…i dream so big i wrote my future in bold…but my heart is cold…as de story i unfold…but no one will never know me…my head is so white-washed my brain melts like snow…the lovelife so fading i’m thinkin slow…bt hey, tomorrow is alive…i hope i still get me a wife…Ms Lefoko…so short in size yet great in heart…so shy in face but too smart…life can’t be this hard..i’.m rocking and roling but no one in my hands…i bury this bands…i burn dis brands…i gotta holler at my fans…but my heart aint got no fan…this gym got me geting hotter but no gal to rest on my chest… still won’t settle for less…i need me the best…i had the best…i grew a family in a nest…i stood firm above the best…because i was made to believe i could fly…she made me believe i could fly…i don’t know why…my hands still be holding this game tight but my fingers bruise…i made a reservation in Rio de Jeneiro for my honey moon…because i had love so real i felt on top of the moon…but now it’s like i’m faling off the roof…bullets penetrate through the chest because i’m no longer bullet proof…i bleed in my eyes because i been rubbing them so much hoping i’m only dreamin…i been told i’m many things…i've done many things…but don’t know if i had ever been in love…because i don’t do that, i do true love…but please tell how to move on…show me how mo let go of a gold in your hands because you made to believe u aint worth it…if you can teach me how…i would be rich…rich not in wealth but health…i just wanna be stronger in soul…be free lyk a bird so i can spread my wings again and fly 2 the sky…i’m done rhyming…i’m done writing…i’m done trying… from today m only living…yes…yes, I AM LIVING!!!

I am a human

POEM
CALLED:  I AM  A HUMAN

I am a baby eve though my mother thinks I don’t know anything but I am a human because I know how to kick in her stomach……………..i am a human

I am a youth even though the whole world thinks   youth destroy things, but one thing I know without youth they won’t go anywhere……………I am a human

I am a woman even though people abuse me but I am a human because I can warm my family in difficult times and make them feel comfortable ……….i am a human

I am a man even though people think that I abuse a lot but I am human because GOD gave me the power in everything I do …………..i am a human

I am an elder even though people thinks elders are lazy because they start acting/behaving like children when they grow old….but I can say that I am a human because everyone in the world follow the footsteps of the elders for them to be successful in life
…………..i am a human

I am a baby………….youth
I am an elder………a human
I am a woman……….or a man

I am a BABY…YOUTH …WOMAN…MAN… ELDER …can make a human      

By Busi

Africa

Africa my land
Africa my nation
You are the one i love
You are the one i need

Africa you are my father,my mother,my brother and my sister
Africa you are my family

In you i put my hope,my soul and my heart
because you have passion for your children of Africa

Africa i am proud to call you Mama Africa
because you have love for your children of Africa

Africa you are my home and  i am proud to be home Africa.