Everything Seems To Be Fucked up

I’ve made mistakes like everybody does
But I learnt from such silly mistakes
I struggle everyday to make ends meet
But I will get there
Because I still have hope

Right now I give and you give back
I am never gonna be as stupid as I was

You are who you make yourself to be
You model your life the way you want everyone to see it
Not to be judged over something you are not

Now everything seems to be fucked up
We are not even in talking terms
I am not being judgmental from everything I said
To tell you the truth, you’ll always have a special place in my heart
I hate living a lie because I have to lie to protect you

I gave up everything for you
Always tried to help out but you took my goodness for my weakness
I thought I know you but now I feel like I don’t know you at all
You used to be this girl who wanted me to conquer the world
Had faith and believed in me
Now that we are like enemies, you even wish I could fail
In anything I do, you pray for my downfall

Do you remember times you were down and out?
I gave you a shoulder to lean and cry on
I know you going through the same difficulty I am going through
But there is nothing you can do about it

You used to be this independent chick
Now that you are after, what is it? I don’t know!
Put it down because everything is up to you
You are trying to smile but tears fall down your cheeks
And feel like the world is not the best place to be
Reminiscing about memories because life is not fun any more

Everything seems to be completely out of hand
I used to have respect for you but now I’ve lost it
No offense but How could I ever trust you again from what you’ve done.

Compiled by: Oduetse Gabonnwe