Can’t explain

You thought he would change
After all these years
still you only look
while he raise his hand
the pain unbearable this time
feelings feel the same
Your love  you give,
only given back by hate.
I lie awake and try to
think of someting
that would stop your pain,
But you hide from me
you hide away-
it might come again
he just raise his hand
It tears everything inside
the pain unbearable this time
Crying in your bed
not knowing how it all began
You need to turn and walk away
you deserve better than him.
fight with all your might
when he raise his hand
just run away…
Giving in again
he will make you fade away
Bastard raised his hand
You need to flee again
I still don't see how you
go back to him again
You told me it was unbearable pain
but the love you feel has always
been the same
I guess its something
one can't explain.