False Hope

False hope will creep again rapidly, when hope is lost
It is then acknowledged by the fool’s irrational heart
Oh the poor fool,
False hope is only realized;
Once the mind rationalizes the irrational decision of the heart

Battle, battle, and defeated again by false hope  
Yet the same fool, will await another encounter
Waiting eagerly, counting days,
Scouting like a brilliant tactician

And upon its return, the fool’s planned strategy
Faces an unchanged battle
Battle, battle, and defeated again by false hope
The fool is now enforced to wait again
Enforced not by you, but by his conscience

Given not your task, he promotes his life in discipline
Once you come forth, you bring repercussion:

The poor fool is now no more steadfast
The parent repercussion, seeps in his mind;
With both sons Hurt and Sorrow

The fool now ponders with a rhetorical question,
Why won’t the parent repercussion have another child?

Done By: Mushtaaq Khalil

It's the end of the road

The day I realised you were really leaving
The light inside me died
My soul stopped breathing
It’s the end of the road

How do you teach yourself to lie?
Saying everything will be okay
Even though you know…
It’s the end of the road

The only way I know I’m still alive
Is the horrifying pain inside my empty chest
How do you accept that there is no more hope?
It’s the end of the road…

I’m standing on a cliff
Do I jump or do I leap?
There is no other way
It’s the end of the road

It’s the end of time
It’s the end of life
It’s the end of the road.

FAREWELL THEE

I spoke to her
Not through a discussion
That others could hear
Or with gestures
That some could read
That day I spoke to her

I spoke to her
Not through tears
That my emotions
She could feel
Neither through eyes
That my sorrow
She could read
That day I spoke to her

I spoke to her
Not through a relative
Who delivered the message
Neither through the lyrics
Of the song she liked most
That day I spoke to her

As she slept forever
Shrouded in white
The mystery of death
Her clock of life
Having stopped to tick
A child so young
Such a scene I had to be
There to bid goodbye
To the mother
Now I don’t have
That day I know
I spoke to her

Shadow of the night

Seated beneath the tree
Of that night, I remember
You promised me
Only me for you
And no other for me.

The witnesses of that night
Birds still singing in joy
The moon brightening the village
They have kept their promises
But through my daughter
You left for me yourself.

Just like you did
Beneath another tree,tonight
Perhaps she is there
Listening to you
Making night vows
That dawn taketh away
This night she has to remember
Just like I do in tears
Looking at the shadow of that night.

Yesterday’s Life

You threw me away
In a dustbin to die
To friends and relatives
You gave them a lie
The child that was born
Did not even cry
As I struggled at night
To see my first dawn.

Wrinkles and grey hair
That one you could hide
This too could be your truth
That you've never been a mother
But one day you shall have
No energy to dance
One day you shall have
No voice to sing
One day you shall have
No lies to tell
As sickness and weakness
Taketh you miles to childhood.

Abortion

Sitting now and crying out
O the pain, you’ll never be the same
What would he have said if you
Told him?
Can’t tell him now.
What a mess the little
Life in you is now dead
Won’t ever feel the joy
Of holding your son on your arms.
You killed a life so you could just
Keep your love, a love that has
Never been true
Now you see that too
How could you be so blind,
Trust in someone that wont
Even let you keep a life
Broken and hurting inside, you
Heard its cry they told you it
Wasn’t even alive.
The scars and memories will never leave
You miss what could have been
O the pain you have to live with for
The rest of your life.

HUSH…

MY LITTLE BABY HUSH,MAMA WILL B ALRIGHT,
BABY HUSH MAMA WILL BE ALRIGHT,
HUSH,MAMA WILL BE ALRIGHT…MAMA WILL BE ALRIGHT
THOSE ARE THE WORDS UTTERED BY A MOTHER AFTER SHE WAS GRUESOMELY ASSAULTED BY HER
APPARENT HUSBAND,MINDLESS BASTARD WITH FISTS BIGGER THAN HIS GUTS…
  BEFORE SHE COLLAPSED TO HER DEATH…INFRONT OF HER THREE YEAR OLD
BABY GIRL…

A Life without His Love

Broken dreams,
Empty heart.
Lonely Vessel.

Heart filled with loneliness,
Enduring the pain caused by fluctuating thoughts,
Decisions made out of hast,
Forcing loneliness upon his life,
Stupidity.

Tears seeps out of his eyes
Like drops of blood.
Staining the heart,
Cooling the face,
Stilling the pain…
Momentarily. .

Broken heart,
Empty vessel,
Lonely dreams.

Depression sets in,
Filling the vessel.
Tearing away strips of his flesh.
Causing life to slip further away.
Out of reach,

Broken Vessel,
Empty Dreams,
Lonely Heart,

Nothing to live for,
Nothing to gain,
Emotions causing mens pain.
Abandoned.

Why did I have to leave?
Why couldn't I just stay?
Why did I cause myself so much pain?

Heart so full of loneliness,
No where to go,
Trapped in a maze of sorrow,
Have to escape.
Can’t.

Can’t go on,
Each second with out her
Feels like years of abandonment.
Tired.

Shaking with pain,
Tears won’t come.
Thoughts of death……..
Comfort.

Broken dreams,
Empty heart.
Lonely Vessel

tayo

Her days are race of Mario Jones

Keep the sky close to her clamp

Stop doubt, dawn drew so near

In an obscure June of

Second millennium and five

At 20, crowd fetches tears in bulk

Our shuck, crimson case her earth

Console the, console us, console me

With no huge, she fell for deep sleep

Our tears staged and drama her gone

She has left, while to keep close our company

Use rhythm and rhymed her sweet lyric

Until death shut down our eye

Our parting will see again.

Patience

(Let us grieve)

And here we sit,
My thoughts and I
Bleeding tears as
The soul wails
There’s nothing left
Nothing to fill your void
Have mercy Lord
Heal my wound
Grant me Patience.