Teach Me

When the silence is sound,
When your shadow is bombarded by loneliness
And the only source of balance is gravity
That is when life surprises you with many of its little gifts.
My inner strength has proven itself to be above amazing,
Survival skills, I should host seminars
Hence I humble myself before you with this heavy burden
That has chosen me as its life-long companion
I set it down and admit that
I need to be cared for,
To not be rejected.
I want someone to hold my hand,
To wipe my tears,
To calm my fears
And to not leave me alone.
Teach me how to allow a person to care for me.
Do you not think accepting kindness and joy is a more painful lesson,
Than breathing cruelty and sadness?

my door and key

You are the door of my life and
I adore you,
Without even knocking so hard,
In the globe of peace and warmth,
I felt so well than warm,
All I saw was darkest cloud lying
around me,
There was no other shelter than you.

you serve my daily smile right,
For you called me from my sleeping blanket,
Where loneliness was my smile to mile the day,
then  drove me into holiness home.

I saw brightest lights switching on,
But rather than smiling, I miled with a cry,
I felt more than warm,
I felt more than well,  
I felt more than welcomed
And around me revolved the largest world than all

You are the key of my life,
For you let come from miles,
And made my entrance so warm than easy,
So that I would come in to see what you saw,
And kept me warm from south and warm to south
Just like the palace lifelike.

Mom, you are the door of my life and

For the chair you let me sit on,
I am now cherished,
For the coolest coffee you let me drink,
I am now drunk,
Drunk by the joy of life,
yet on top of my daily smile,
my dates would have none besides you.
my feelings would choose none but joy,
All from choice that you came up to,
And made me choose no death from life

never run out of light

whenever you feel like you are walking on the darkest sand ,
send me a note and i would give it a look,
whenever you feel like you lost the shape of your road,
write me your heart's one and i would lighten it up,
whenever you find out that you are going down the deepest drain,
draft me a date and i would date my day,
tell me when you cry,
when you smile,
when you are mild,
for miles is your view when in my heart you are filed with light,
am your light in loss,
your shadow in shame,
your rod to road,
your life to light.