Confusing Emotions

My mind seems in constant turmoil,
Never a straight thought,
Even though I try hard to unravel,
The endless stream of distraught.

The skies open up,
In a constant storm of words,
Adding to the confusion
Of the already hurt…

I sit outside in the cold pouring rain,
Waiting for the tears to end,
For the pain to subside,
And eventually start to mend…

I have found the one i truely love,
Maybe love at first sight.
Only time will tell,
Should i stay away or should i fight..

My head bows down,
My eyes start to dry,
My heart still broken,
Still willing to give love a try.