I am Living

…i saw a story in the eyes of a writer…i walked in de shoes of a farm ranger…i lived the life of a fighter…never let things go off easily…i’m still gona hold it down until i c clowns frown…i got that swaga unbelieveable…i wrote a love song so real it gotta be told…i had a dream so great it gotta be sold…i been puting my head down so much its geting bald…i dream so big i wrote my future in bold…but my heart is cold…as de story i unfold…but no one will never know me…my head is so white-washed my brain melts like snow…the lovelife so fading i’m thinkin slow…bt hey, tomorrow is alive…i hope i still get me a wife…Ms Lefoko…so short in size yet great in heart…so shy in face but too smart…life can’t be this hard..i’.m rocking and roling but no one in my hands…i bury this bands…i burn dis brands…i gotta holler at my fans…but my heart aint got no fan…this gym got me geting hotter but no gal to rest on my chest… still won’t settle for less…i need me the best…i had the best…i grew a family in a nest…i stood firm above the best…because i was made to believe i could fly…she made me believe i could fly…i don’t know why…my hands still be holding this game tight but my fingers bruise…i made a reservation in Rio de Jeneiro for my honey moon…because i had love so real i felt on top of the moon…but now it’s like i’m faling off the roof…bullets penetrate through the chest because i’m no longer bullet proof…i bleed in my eyes because i been rubbing them so much hoping i’m only dreamin…i been told i’m many things…i've done many things…but don’t know if i had ever been in love…because i don’t do that, i do true love…but please tell how to move on…show me how mo let go of a gold in your hands because you made to believe u aint worth it…if you can teach me how…i would be rich…rich not in wealth but health…i just wanna be stronger in soul…be free lyk a bird so i can spread my wings again and fly 2 the sky…i’m done rhyming…i’m done writing…i’m done trying… from today m only living…yes…yes, I AM LIVING!!!