In the darkness

I’ve been sitting here for so long
Don’t know what’s going on
This yearning aches deep inside
Is breaking every sense of my pride

Who are they to judge me?
Who are they to cast the stone?
Who are they to blame me, for something I could not control

Now time has come and gone away
I’ve lived a full life, I never strayed
For the first time in my life, I don’t know what to do
This being is growing, the best part of both me and you

I’ve got a little bit of doubt deep inside
Don’t know what to do, heaven knows I’ve tried
Want to love this being with all of my might
Want to stand up, shout not fight

I’ve been sitting here for so long
Now I know what’s been going on
The aches have gotten worse since back then
Like gunshots from a ten thousand men

They can’t judge me
They can’t cast a stone
They can’t blame me, this was something I could not control