Loneliness

Why am I never good enough
Why do I always end up on my own  
Why is my smile never enough
I am always the wrong one

They say I’m emotional
They say I’m jealous
They say I like to make them my possessions
Why can’t they just see that I am a girl inlove
You do not control how love takes charge of you
Why can’t they just understand me

I am always crying over them
For I feel I can’t live without them
For I feel they make me whole
They make me complete
Why am I lying to myself so hard
For God had made me to do anything I want
He had instilled in me any dream I can dream of
Yes, I can live without them and make the most of it

I have survived all my life this far
I will not let them take this away from me
This is my life, my playground, my drawing board
I will live, play, and learn to do things right
Oh! Hoe greatful I am for those who love me
In spite of my jealousy, emotions and possessiveness
For they know my world better and they see the good in me