Love who?

Knock Knock
Who's there?
It's love?
Love who?
Love me now or leave me alone?
This used to be a game
But now things have changed
It is now the may of life for me
I wish I could open my heart
And let love flow freely
But I'm used to shutting it out

I wanted to be free
Free from love
Free from commitment
Free from stress
Free, just free

But now I ask myself
What am I free from?
Is it from happiness that love brings?
Is it from companionship that commitment brings?
Is it from mind exercise that stress brings?
Am I really free

Yes I am free
But it is cruel kind of freeness
It is the freeness that makes one sad

I wish love would knock on my heart's door again
This time I would just open up and let it in
But maybe it is too late now…