PAIN AND MISERY

WHEN I WAS A KID I USE TO LOOK UP TO U
NOW THAT IM ALL GROWN UP I CANT STAND THE THINGS U DO
U GO OUT AND GET DRUNK AND EMBARRES US ALL THE TIME
SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT WITHOUT U MY LIFE WUD B FINE

I NO I SHUDNT FEEL THE WAY THAT I DO
BUT I CANT HELP IT COZ ITS HURTING THE FAMILY AND DEEP DOWN U MUST NO THATS TRUE
HAVE U EVER WONDERED Y I HARDLY BRING ANYBODY HOME?
OR Y NO -ONE EVER COMES VISIT ME AND IM ALWAYS HERE ON MY OWN

ITS COZ IM AFRAID OF HOW U WUD LOOK WEN  THEY COME HERE
THE THOUGHT OF THEM SEEING U LIKE THIS, TO ME IS A CONSTANT FEAR
I DONT LIKE WOT IT IS DOING TO THE PPL I CARE ABOUT
SEEING U LEAVE THE BOTTLE IS SOMETHING I SERIOUSLY DOUBT

FOR GODS SAKE OPEN UR EYES AND STOP UR SHIT
BEFORE ITS TOO LATE AND U GONNA WONDER WOT HAPPENED TO THE PPL U LOVE
I CANT HANDLE IT KASAM I CANT DEAL WITH IT
I HOPE AND PRAY FOR HELP FROM THE MAN ABOVE

U HAVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR MANY YEARS OF UR LIFE
JUST STEP OUTSIDE URSELF AND SEE WOT THIS IS DOING TO UR WIFE
ALL SHE WANTS IS FOR U TO STOP THIS THING U DO
SO THAT SHE CAN BE HAPPY AND NOT HATE WOTS BECOME OF U

I ASK U FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART TO WAKE UP AND ACT LIKE A MAN
OR ILL SHOW U WOT ILL DO AND TRUST ME I CAN
ILL MAKE U WISH THAT IT WAS JUST ALL A DREAM
PULL URSELF TOGETHER AND GET URSELF CLEAN

SO THIS IS ALL THE THINGS I FEEL INSIDE
THESE ARE THE FEELINGS I ALWAYS TRY TO HIDE
THE SMILE ON MY FACE THAT IS ALWAYS THERE
IS AS FAKE AS BALD MAN WITH ALOTA HAIR

U SHUD SEE THE PAIN U ARE PUTTING US THRU
COZ I PROMISE U WEN U SEE AND FEEL IT …..
THEN DRINKING WUD BE THE LAST THING U WUD EVER WANNA DO