realism

you can leave me on my own,
surrounded by people, and feel alone,
you can make me cry for days,
torture me in many ways,
but im better where i stand,
on stable rocks, or sinking sand,
in a dessert on a mountain,
between rocks ill find a fountain,
im not scared to feel the rain,
to know joy you must know pain,
tiny steps to learn to walk,
you cry first bevore you talk,
today i saw beauty, stood still and only smiled,
realizing my suroundings, curious like a child,
the wind isn't strong, but it whispers in my ear,
the earths heart is breaking, on my shoulder falls a tear,
why should we be upset, when small things break our heart,
when there is a whole world around us, that is falling apart…