selfish happiness

Why is always too late to be yourself
Why do we wait till we cannot define ourselves
It is the excuses we make for others that makes us choose ourselves the last
Why does it take heart break to break free
break free from out illusions of Love
What is this love that  eludes us so bad we forget ourselves

Why does it always have to be too late to be happy
to surround ourselves with what we love most
why do we always know how to make others happy but forget ourselves in the act
what makes us happy that we suppress till it’s too late

Is it ever too late to be happy
to loose yourself enough to be selfish
to be selfish of being you and doing what you love
what you love for yourself and the sake of selfish happiness
I dare you to judge my selfishness happiness
yes the happiness that I own

I am the happiness and I will pursue it
I will nurture it  so that I grow old with it