When the good moments get gone

When the good moments get gone
And so many tears are shed
And all of the emotions are provoked
It’s better shared than felt

And when the good times get gone
And no one thought of what might happen
But it doesn't actually go away
It emphasizes strength in humanity

And when at the last of what's about to be gone
And those most are time spent well
Every tear is worth every bit emotion
Cause time is worth joy

And when they are finally gone
And all the emotions of lust slant to an end
But those moments, believe me, are never forgotten

What love Really Means

Do you remember the first time you layed eyes on her light brown chocolate eyes
Then you began to realise that her eyes where telling lies while they left you mesmorised
Hypntised becaused you give and you recieve, so you gave but where decieved
While her goal was to mislead and her love was out of greed

This love is what she is but her heart was never his
See she fooled him with a kiss and her sin was from her lips
Her soft, sensual, sexy, seductive skin hid what was within
It showed what could have been. We should have been
Together forever. Eternity. Our destiny was love's foolish fantasy
It defied reality and gravity didn't exsist. Did she fake her love for me?
So what is love actually?

Well, love is a useless emotion which you can learn to live without
But it's hard to give it out. This confusion causes doubt
Cause when its there it fills your soul. It makes you whole. You see your goal
And when its gone you could move on. Suicide is still an option!
Without a heart you are heartless. Careless to love's confession
She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not
Maybe she does but she knows not. Her name is…No…shit I forgot!
Love is you. Love is him. Love is her. Love is us
Love is good. Love is bad. Love is happy. Love is sad
Love is here, there, even there, over there, everywhere but do we care?
No? Yes? Maybe!

Should, Could and Would

You lay in my arms and for a split second I let down my guard
And confessed that I don’t want you to leave
But you could not stay
And would not

My mind became an open book as I said what I felt
And felt what I said
Knowing that you should not hear
And not a thing you understood

I refused to entertain any thoughts of emotion that I might have for  you
And I thought it best to let you go
But I will not stop wondering
What the infinite possibilities might have been

Today I want to call you
But I could not
Right now, I want to see you
But I will not
Tomorrow, I will miss you
But I should not…

Words,words

Words;words;words;
Uttered by tongues tightned in reins.
Words evoking ink stains of thoughts,
and paged in emotions.

Words ;words;words.
The flaming sword of convinction;
of my convinction.
The convinction of my unspoken word.

Unasked Question

Why she went looking for him, she couldn’t answer,
Curiosity, emotions once thought buried and dead,
Come back as if he’d never left,
She sits upset, remembering how her heart bled.
Feelings so deep for a stranger, she couldn’t comprehend.

The yearning for him never left, she realizes.
The enchanting eyes drawing her heart to him once more,
The Question she never asked, he never answered,
Fearing the pain of the words he would respond,
She sits now with regret, restless.

What the heart wants is impossible, yet it remains adamant,
Oblivious to reality it wants and needs his answer,
Knowing that time has changed them both, her fingers freeze on the keyboard,
Expressing her need for him in writing, the only escape from her pain,
Pain she thought she’d never feel again.

She writes this poem for the one she never touched but felt deeply.
For the one she never opened her heart to but wanted to,
For the one who lives his life not knowing how he touched her soul,
For the one who is better off reading this, not knowing he created this,
For the one she never asked.

Why don’t you allow me?

Why don’t you allow me?

So much has happened to your life lately
Things that you never thought that they could happen to you
Have actually happened
You heard about it but it seemed far from your reach
You allowed those who love and appreciate you
To lose close contact with you

For you thought He is your soul mate
You gave all that you had but it was all in vain
Now you have lost trust to all men asking for your love
You have concluded that all men are the same
I’m asking why don’t you allow me to wipe your tears.
And remind you that the world of Romeo and Juliet still exist
In this confused universe were people are opposing nature
Claiming to be woman whereas born man

The anger and the pain you suffered
Are making my emotions roll like a thunder when blizzard
Is about to destroy a land of the devil one
Who made you suffer the emotions of anger and bitterness
For there is no lady who deserve to be punished like what
Your then Mr. Right did to you
No wander depression nearly killed you

I repeat why you don’t take a leap of faith
And trust men and enjoy being loved for a second time
For a second time promises an enormous love, love that will wash away
The colour of sadness that dilutes your happiness and brings back your smile that enlightens life
A smile that quench thirst to them who are yearning for your love
A smile that brings hope to broken hearts
Hearts that are in need of a place to rest
Why, why don’t you allow me to flock into you heart
And revitalize it so that the spring of love comes back to you
For your heart is thy place where my joy comes from
Is it to much what I’m asking for?

By: Elton Ntsauko “Mr. Pres” Sibiya

False smile

As i look into your eyes, there's so much more to see,
beyond that smile there's heartache, and memories of what used to be.
There is anger and tears that you try so very hard to hide,
so much hurt and emotion leaving you feeling all torn up inside.
I know all this because i am a friend and you cant hide all that from me,
a false smile means nothing when all i can see in your eyes…
is heartache and misery.

I wanna write

Sudden change in my emotions

Inspires me to express these emotions

Just let go as the pen touches the page

Ink dripping on this white piece of paper

Leaving little space of whiteness on the page

Meanwhile thoughts flow from my head to my hand

Emotions build up, as there is so much to write on this little piece of paper

Thoughts coming while my page runs out

Feeling the need to write some more

As I feel this edge to go on

So the world may read and learn

As I take them with me on this journey I be travelling

Leaving nothing untold for they should know

As they are starving for this unspoken words

That needs to be told, letting every ear hear

What it is that their soul has been longing

I wanna write until my hand bleed

Until my emotions fade and my thoughts die

I wanna write until there is no more paper

Nor pen or pencil