To whom it may concern
From: Elkan P
When your tears come rushing down your face faster than your fears it`s time to realize you ought to change your pace
Few will enventually understand,
Yes, where you stand is nothing less than quick-sand…
As time triumphs though tending to tip over temporaly tenderly touching your tormented tangible truth terrorizes a single thought
Brought forth by tricks thrown reckless`,
you better fight, fight, fight, fight…go on punch, pinch, bite, dont curse, but dont stand…
Let it not convince you,
Let it rinse you,
P.S Remember there is only one person who will wipe your tears and chase away your fears.
Sincerely yours Elkan Paruque
Fairytale
This aint a letter,neither lyrics to a song
Aimed at no one specific,so dont get me wrong
Have you ever felt dead even though you havent died
Do you often feel life to its full,is sometimes denied
Have you ever felt whole,or mostly broken
Has your voice fell silent, with words unspoken
Where is my happiness,where is my laughter
Life seems exempt from happily ever after
Many are my affliction, many are my fears..do you even see my sun-dried tears
So you wait for the day, when your soul will be free, do you ever miss you, coz i miss me…
Free Spirited
This aint a letter,neither lyrics to a song,aimed at no-one specific so don't get me wrong…
Have you ever felt dead even though you haven't died
Do you often feel life to its full is sometimes denied
Have you ever felt whole or mostly broken
Has your voice fell silent,with words unspoken
Lost dreams, and hidden fears
Do they even see your sun-dried tears
No Happiness,joy or laughter
Life seems exempt from happily ever after
So i yearn for the day when my soul will be free
Do you ever miss you, coz i miss me
death
I AM STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF A WORLD FIELD WITH BLOOD AND TEARS,I AM STUCK IN A WORLD WHERE PEOPLE CAN NOT ESCAPE THE FEARS.
AS I START TO HEAR DRUM BEAT IN MY EARS MY EYES STARTED CRYING TEARS
I FELT COLD WIND PENETRATING THROUGH MY SHOES
A PAIN DRIFTING A MILE INTO MY ROOTS
MY MIND FINALLY COMING UP WITH SOME ELEMENTS OF TRUTH
IF I COULD CHOCK DEATH I WOULD CHOCK IT TILL IT SPEAKS THE TRUTH
FOR IT IS DEATH
my last breath
I take ma last breath struck by the jaws of death
My work on planet earth is done to my soul the rebirth
My menz iz shedding tears unseen to their eyes
sipping liqour smoking weed , as means to say good bie
X galfrenz scream why it had to be me
Their broken hearts forever wishing it could have beeen them
Untold paim to ma mama will she make it through
Will she break down to pieces and follow me soon
My neighbouhood the projects cant face the truth
Praying to God in some way I make it back to them soon
Oceans of tears filled wuth fears drowning everyone 's chears
The eva symling X Curce just took his last breath
Life can never be the same 4 ma people and me
I was never up to me it was meant to be
I never chose to be the first to take my last breath
Farewell to my people and I take my last breath.
Still
How long have I been chasing
Doubts, questions, fears, love, hell
Assuming it was the truth I was after
I have come to rest and survive in many lives
I have made a mess in all of them
And I have not learned which one is really mine
I have changed so many times
And I have lived so many lies
Lived in sleepless shadows
But I still give the impression
That I am not alone
I grieve in the silence of the life I was thrown into
And I have kept my grief and and tears well hidden
Seeing as the life I aspire is an illusion
My life produces pain and sorrow
Apart from the life where you are
Where you are not just a dream
I'm afraid to move
I look to you to break free
Afraid to slip off the palm of your hand
And into the fist of another
Where I will be suffocated and perish
My life is a crushing wheel
That runs me over and over
I am of sound mind and I see the end is near
And it is seeping right through my pores
Still
How long have I been chasing
Doubts, questions, fears, love, hell
Assuming it was the truth I was after
I have come to rest and survive in many lives
I have made a mess in all of them
And I have not learned which one is really mine
I have changed so many times
And I have lived so many lies
Lived in sleepless shadows
But I still give the impression
That I am not alone
I grieve in the silence of the life I was thrown into
And I have kept my grief and and tears well hidden
Seeing as the life I aspire is an illusion
My life produces pain and sorrow
Apart from the life where you are
Where you are not just a dream
I'm afraid to move
I look to you to break free
Afraid to slip off the palm of your hand
And into the fist of another
Where I will be suffocated and perish
My life is a crushing wheel
That runs me over and over
I am of sound mind and I see the end is near
And it is seeping right through my pores
i can see the twilight in your eyes
i can see the twilight in your eyes
but i don’t know whether it’s the suns fall or rise
your voice cuts through the endless whys
but i can’t hear past my dying cries
and i could try for one last time
to see clearly through my rotting eyes
and i could try for one last time
to get back up just to compromise
i can feel the warmth of your hand
but i don’t know whether it’s love or hell
and i wonder at first glance
how it is that one could tell
and i could try for one last time
to see clearly through my rotting eyes
and i could try for one last time
to get back up just to compromise
i can hear the voice of an angel
but i don’t know if it’s Lucifer or Gabriel
maybe i should face my fears
maybe i could drown in tears
and i could try for one last time
to see clearly through my rotting eyes
and i could try for one last time
to get back up just to compromise
Angel of Demise II
every word i write
every sound i hear
every thing i see
is tainted by your hand
i thought it had ended
i thought it was over
but it isn’t that simple
and you will always be
the angel of my demise
you are the heart of my rage
the barren space in my mind
you are what i will always look for
but will never find
you are the regret of my mortality
you are the muse in my tears
and you will remain to be
the passion in my darkest fears