Dear Josh

You've been a light in my life since you've been born a year ago
You've made me dream for you, dreams that i've lost for myself
Hope that i've lost for myself
I now have for you
That one day you'll be happy beyond measure
An abundant life filled with family and friends
Life, love and light
Those are my wishes for you
The things i never had
You're so perfect little guy
A beautiful work of heart, God's
When you smile, every little hurt, every little pain that life has brought my way
Melts away, like it was never there
You're just as amazing as your mom

Love you always
Aunty Nat

Sihlobo sam

Kwazekwakuhle kokwethu,
Yini na le ndiyibonayo ngathi yimbelukazi?
Lucwayi-cwayi madoda olunqoqho ngathi lufukamile.
Ulusu lusulungekile ngath' uhlamba ngobisi.
Untushu-ntushu ngathi ukhule ngezapholo.
Wondliwe nini na wasuka wangaka?
Uqinqwe njani na wena wasuka wangenaphoso?
Vala lo mlomo ngowokugabh' ihlazo.
Thula uthi tu ndizam' ukuqiqa?
Ze uthi ndakuphunyelwa ngumphefumlo undifake olwakh' uthando.
Ze undilinde ndilibophe elihashi ngathi linempene.

Kwekhu, ndomelezeni madoda ndihlasele.
Nal' ixhalanga lothando livel' iphango phambi kwam.
Nal' ikroti lixhaph' umhlabelo lizomelezile.
Nak' uzothile edubul' okwenkang' entwasahlobo.
Ndivike ngenxeba sele undigqibezela.
Bambelela Gqobansi mfondini kuthand' ukuthambeka.
Nak' ugweb' ixhala enikezela ngochulumanco.
Nazi ingelosi zezulu zibumbene kulomphefumlo.
Gcina intliziyo yam esifubeni sakho.
Khunubembe, sadan' isono ligwetyiw' uvalo, thina siceb' ingqaka.
Uthethil' uJotela zingachithw' intente.
Ndikholiwe okwam kufana nokubhaliweyo.
Esam isiphetho sakugqitywa nguwe.
Ndondle ngamehlo akho ndixole.
Ndegram – iyho.
                                                                             Xanti

When I’m with You

The moment I saw you is that's when I knew.
When I'm with You eternity step back
And my love start to grow!
I feel it growing deep inside my heart,
I feel it growing deep inside me…

Without You there with me,
I'm totally incomplete,
My day is incomplete,
When I remember your touch,
At my face, I feel like I can fly,
And come to your place…

Because I don't wanna face this world alone,
I don't wanna face this world without you,
I need you in my  life,
You are the one whom my heart choose,
The one that my heart loves,

When you are not around I'm feeling
Like a piece of me is missing

I love you Babegirl!!!!!!

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I was just a fisherman sitting on the seashore
with my rod cast into the sea when I captured your heart
my intension was not to make it bleed
But the wound from my hook wouldnt heal
And so it kept on bleeding through my fingers
until from my hands it ceaced

A promise of love.(commitment vows)

I promise to shut-down my heart to every love but yours,
To lock-in no woman in my arms but you,
To hold my lips to myself just for you,
To permit no one into my thoughts but you,
To let myself ogle no one but you,
To be honest to you,my thoughts and feelings.

Our love is genuine,true love couldn't feel deeper.
There were women in my heart,but you tower them all,you're the skyscrapper.
You mock my record of losing women,now I'm a keeper.

first time we met,
A momement i could not let pass me by,or i will regret,
All my defences broke-down,my hole body on red alert,
It was then you caught my heart like a  fish in a net.

Being with you its fate,
i can not evade.
"you and me forever" it's a state
I can live to tolerate.
Our love is so true,even death should be ashamed to separate.
"Forever and Ever" to you all my love i will dedicate.

Daydream

Time stood still; moments paused

oh! What harm had beauty caused?.

my heart raced, beating fast

i blinked not that that moment would last

she was stunning; what a sight!

a dashing figure of daring height..

face striking as d sun yet smooth as ice

deeply had i fallen under d gaze of her eyes

she reached for me as i, for her

our bodies warmed close; evrythng else far

& upon that moment of blinding bliss

as i did crave her solid lips to kiss

a loud known cry jerked me back to life

& before me stood, my UGLY FAT WIFE.

Wonderful love

I had to go through it,
to beleive it.
love hurts!

Having it is great but losing it is a pain you do not want to suffer.
No single person can provide me with the experience and insight you had to offer.

Somehow,it feels like love
is really not meant for me
but just the thought of the deepest love i found in you,
robs away my doubts
and touches my heart
although we are apart.

i know you left me
and i know hurting me was not part of your will.
I remember still
just how you made me feel,
how i wrestled with my thoughts
just to come up with the right words.
Yes!we were once love birds,
and for that people always tipped their hats.
I can not escape the memories,
their not just memories.

I tried to close the door on what we had,
but these feelings keep coming back.
I used to break down walls that stood on our way,
but i failed to build a huge one around you to make sure you here to stay.
It is so strange
how years can revolve and some feelings resist the change.
Your love is wonderful!

Tears of labour

Tears of labour

The moment is real enough, it seems light as snow,
preparing the mix of life is slow and who does know,
the echoeing flow, flow, flow..u should go,
and i pearce back from the future to scream ..No!

The tears of labour attract none to see,
the bearing emotions of tears in me, .."I can't see",
and dont ask, it hurts more each time u see,
please release me ..brake my heart free!

I am dulled by the echo's of life that surrounds me,
I dont care to see anything more in me,
my heart has filled the brim free in me,
and i cant see the love once found in me..help me!

It's not that we never try, I try every day,
and every day seems so far away that day,
intensional delay every day, day by day,
and you would think someone would have something to say!

I am the breath that escapes my freedom to live,
I have barrely one last breath to give,
and over and over in one cycle to live,
mere words emenate.. to forgive and give and live!

My tears of labour devours your audiance,
so to often to see the glorious radiance in an instance,
to break all defiance and unrelentlesly give confidence,
so that tears too can be called brilliance and intollerance to ignorance…

My tears of labour…My tears of labour…My tears of labour…

this song

Ive made it past twenty four stages of these heart disturbing phases
being without u breaks me down and adds on to the pages
Im trying to be courageous , in hopes it's not contageous
As in freestyle I gather a bunch of broken heart phrases
I pull the curtains upon my optix trying to figure where u at
How you doin , why you crying let me verbally relate
To this shinaniggan that trapped me between love and hate
And a victim of the turbulance in emotional fate
Whoever walks out the door & returns is yours
So far away you can be unless you're feeling these flows
As I sing this song that bonds hearts and souls
Maintaining my focus on healing my emotional sours
On bended knees Im still breathing – hoping for one reason
Contemplating on the day you'll relieve my grieving
To the same strings of hope A'ma still be clinging
Awaiting your return so u can hear this lil song im singing………

is my grave too big for me

What did I do not to have it?
What can I do to get it?
How will I do it?
Do I need help?

Is my grave too big for me?
Do I still have to get more in life in order to fit?
Where do I find it?
If it’s there bring it to me
If it’s here why can’t I see it?

Why can’t I see happiness?
Why can’t I see the bright light?
Why can’t I see the shining star above?
Why is it storming in my world?

Did I do something wrong
Did I disappoint someone?
Did I make someone cry?

Then if I did
Please let me go
Let me set your heart free
Let me set my heart free

When I am gone there will be no more
Worries from your side
Nor worries from my side

But for now my grave is too big for me.