BEWARE OF THEM

BEWARE OF THEM

You can run but you cannot hide.
Sometimes I’m scared of those Crocodiles,
Who strip fake smiles on me
Strip smiles and laugh crazy, like Hyenas.

When they catch you
They strip you into pieces
Shape-less and confused
You get all messed up and drowned
Into deep dark seas

The shadows of the night
Making you tremble,
Your knees shaking and
You start running fast
Wanting to never look back.

It’s more like a disease,
Becomes dormant and
Sometimes fully blown

Your Life becoming infected
The loneliness
The adjustments
The confusion
Drilling in your head

It’s horrible
The emptiness
Feels alone
The touch of confusion
New predictions
Unsuccessful
Always pain in the heart

Piercing through, deep into the soul
The disease severely spreading
No matter how hard I try
The whole feeling is dead

The same horrible route
I hate it
Broken into pieces
Your senses on pension
Your body feeling weak
Full of non-visible bruises
Swollen faces

Swearing like a trooper
Long faces, matching bands
Looking and looking
All around
No hole to escape to.

M.S.G Seko
2005

Shredded

Shredded

Standing on a ridge were screams eco loneliness throughout
The blackened mist that smothers my soul from the inside out
Weakened I stand lost without the might I once heeled
Shield-less life surmount me on its battlefields

How did I become this way
Falling to one knee as I start to pray
God I thought you brought her into my life to keep for sure
But now all what is left is soars of regret,
And wishes that we never met

Shredded this heart of mine is done
Dreams of a true love, is all gone

The Nightmare Within

As night crawls closer
His eyes start to full with tears…
For he knows what cards fate has dealt him.
The darkness in itself brings comfort
As silence falls on the ground below him
Darkness clawing from within his skin,
As the night crawls closer,
He peels of his visage.
As the loneliness sets in,
His insecurities taking over that which he strived to protect
Thoughts of death encompasses his being…

As the night falls upon him,
Evilness seeps out from his soul
Voices running through his head
Screaming…
Pleading…
Insanity setting in
Clawing
Gnawing
Battling to get to the surface….
As the moon splashes over his face,
He feels the evilness inside him transforming.

As the moon fills the room
He realizes his fate is sealed….
Giving up,
Losing control…
Losing Consciousness …
As the moon moves across the sky,
Vivid Dreams… Fantasies…. Nightmares… Becoming reality…
or has it?
The screams of a child echoing through his head,
Staring through the eyes of a monster,
No control!!!!
“MY GOD STOP THIS MADNESS!!!!!!” He screams desperately
As the beast rips apart the child,
Blood gashing from its veins
Bones Crackling…
Devouring the screams
Finding pleasure in its pain….
Silence……

As the sun dares to raise his head
Afraid of the nightmares night might have caused,
An emptiness resides,
The reminisces of insanity gleaming from unknown afflictions,
As the orderlies wake him,
His eyes burning from the gleaming sunlight.
As he loses himself in the pale white walls
Amnesia sets in…
As he realizes…
He is lonely….
Once again

Incomprehensible

There's nothing worse than staring at a blank page
Waiting for an idea
Things are not so clear
And the words don't hit the page

But when the words come
They bombard the page with tears
They attack the page with fears
My loneliness is reflected for others to decipher

They read the words
They read the lines
They don't know what it means

So my loneliness goes unnoticed
And this will be the closest…

The Event

Riotous applause
Happiness abounds
Your heart is racing
We won we won

Home time dawns
The event fades the heart

Crossing the entrance to loneliness
You enter your prison, your safe haven
Empty in soul you crave the last few hours
Bring them back, bring them back
Just for the emptiness to fill
How do I deal with in this barrenness
I cant,
All I can is endure  

Events massacre your mind
However brilliant

Friends & Strangers

A room full of strangers
A room full of friends
What is the difference
When you’re all alone

The room humming
Conversation flowing
You look across the room
A wink, somebody noticed

The loneliness of the crowd
At home when you don’t fit
But somebody will notice
And give a knowing smile

Suddenly you’re not alone
In a room full of strangers
But very alone in thoughts
In a room full of friends

In need of healing

Feelings of loneliness, emptiness and despair.
No right paths only wrong.
At the bridge of insanity, I stare.
Thoughts of suicide I can`t bare.
My days are sad and blue, feels like a curse I cant break through.
I paint pretty pictures in my mind but they all come crashing down, for there`s darkness all around me.
Am I insane?
Could I be losing my mind?
Am I paranoid and pessimistic?
This could be true for I`ve lost my identity and I don`t know what to do.
All I want is "love"
"Love" to heal my soul and make my heart whole again.
"Love" to make me secure and content.
"Love" to make all the hurt go away.
and "love" to make my days happy and bright once again.
As much I want to feel loved.I can`t because I`m all messed up feeling cornered and crushed.

Pain

I cant stand the day,
i cry in the night.
Loneliness is a struggle to hard to fight.
You might say you love me, but you don't understand,
why i feel this way inside, blood down my hand.
Tears burning my cheeks,
hate clouding my head,
this is the pain inside, the pain i dread…
Pain in my heart,
inside i scream,
Wishing i could wake up…
praying its a dream.