You’re gone…

The wind, the rain, the snow – they chill me,
I wish I was dead, won't somebody kill me?
The arms of solitude enfold me in bed,
With it's two cold hands cradling my head.

A trickling tear warms my cold cheek,
I choke back more – I cannot speak.
My heart is aching, breaking, sore,
I just can't go on without you anymore.

I close my eyes and faraway I see:
A vision , a memory – you and me.
I hear your laughter, see your smile,
If only I could hold you again for a while.

My tears flow freely, I relive the day,
You left the note and went away.
I wish I was kinder, had loved you more,
Now that I know so much more than before.

How in this world can I ever forget you?